silence, deafening
blank stare pierce like a dagger --
my sin, i know not

you walk by sunlight
while i sweat under the moon --
i am missing you

chaos of the mind
confusion and illusion
help me understand

it all seems unreal
hep-hep-hooray boo-hoo-hoo
bipolar unrest

vibrant yet sad
like Vincent's sunflowers --
her tragic life

the blooming red rose
dare i call it beautiful
when seen through pain's tears?